The Universe Has Called Me To The Sea



There's so much going on in my life right this minute and I'm totally tuned in to the universe.
We made a decision four days ago to move to Panama City Florida and today we got a line on a place we can buy!
I'm so very excited!
It's happening much faster than we planned and that's so wonderful!
I loved the vibration there and I've outgrown Alabama, its time to move on, to the next big adventure.
I'm going to Florida to become a Mary Kay millionaire.  I'm going to Florida to sell art.  I'm going to Florida to start the next chapter of my life!
It all makes so much sense!  My love for mermaids, my love of painting the ocean and my love of fish.
The decision was made with weeping and overwhelming joy.
It's a part of me now, it's real, it's happening without my putting any effort into it and I'm no longer afraid.
I'm training my daughter in law to take over my job and I'm not even looking for a job, I'm trusting the universe!
I can do anything I want!
There's so much freedom in knowing that!
I don't have to have it all figured out and I get to ride the wave of energy that is taking us there, trusting that I'm loved, things are always working out for my good and there's nothing to fear.
It's a huge opportunity!
We cannot fail!
He has a line on a job, one he'll enjoy and take great pride in I am so happy to see him growing!
The day will come and we will go.
I don't have to be sad about leaving my children and grandchildren because they will always gravitate back to me and they are fine.
There's nothing to hold me back!
I'm going!
I'm going to create a life I've always dreamt of.
I'm going to live that life to the fullest!
I am so alive and thankful in this moment.
While I wait, I'll paint, I'll pack, I'll sift through everything I own and decide what is important and I'll continue to believe the dreams.
This time next year I'll have Florida tags, I'll be well on my way to earning a pink Escalade and I'll be thriving in a way I never have before.
I'm not going to be bothered by the sand or the heat, because my dreams are wrapped up in the sand and the heat!
This time next year I'll be so much more than I am right now!









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