Yesterday Is Gone There Is Only Now There Is Only This

In getting in tune to who I am, what I want and the energy I possess, I've been stepping back from social media, from things that cause me to worry, from activities that may cause resistance or negative feelings.

Social media is the absolute worst for this!

Yesterday, I wasn't really participating but the computer was sitting right next to me as I was painting and a post popped up.  This young man was slamming someone else who unfriended him, because the two were wasting extensive energy arguing over religion.  The post was made in a mocking way asking others how laughable was it.

I pointed out it was a laughable as his slamming the guy for everyone to see because they didn't believe alike.

He kept trying to draw me into the narrative and overlooking the statement I made.

I let him know I really didn't care about the conversation or the content of it and stated how he came to a place where it was okay for him to slam the guy publicly over their difference of opinion.

Not once did he see his part he played in it and because he couldn't draw me into it he began slamming me!

Needless to say I unfriended him and didn't let it go any further, because that's not where I am today.

I'm not going to let some knucklehead get into my energy field and throw me off when I'm creating such a beautiful life for myself.  The days of letting others knock me off my track are over.  I love them but I don't care what they think and religion is the most  negative subject anyone could ever bring up, because all anyone ever does is argue about it.

I've even been recently attacked for my lighthearted jabs at it.

I've been told all sorts of horrible things about myself because I've chosen not to participate in that madness any longer and its just so disheartening that people have begun to be so unkind to one another over differences of opinion.

I am an original and who I am is appreciated and loved by my creator and others have no part in that, it's between the two of us.

As time goes on you'll see me participate less and less because my focus is in putting the positive energy out and ignoring the negative or getting rid of it all together.

I am a creator and I will not create that which isn't beneficial to myself and others.

I don't have to be and don't want to be like everyone else, because I am not like everyone else and I have a different purpose to serve than others do and that's okay.

I will not waste my precious energy on activities, conversations, or people who throw shade and negativity everywhere they go.

It's a new day in my life and my life is going to be amazing and full of wonder and exciting happenings from now on.  I cannot entertain any sort of negativity whatsoever!  It's such a waste of time and energy.  There is enough right in front of me that I don't need anyone's approval or even a pat on the back, I create my world, my life is mine and mind alone.

Stop giving your energy to vampires!

Stop participating in the negativity of the world, this includes religion and discussions of it.

It's counter productive to creating, it doesn't make you feel good and it's not any fun, so why do you do it?

I'm not doing it anymore!

Believe whatever the hell you like about whatever you like, it doesn't matter to me and you're not going to draw me into the narrative.  Truth is simply something someone gave attention to.

My truth is I don't care any longer and I won't begin to care ever again.

My truth is there is more to have, to do, to be, to create and that's where my focus is.

My truth is a life waiting for me somewhere else and a house full of blank canvas to fill before getting there.

My truth is a man I love whose life is entwined with my own who is more important to me than anyone else in the universe.

My truth is I am able to walk away and never look back and that's exactly what I'm going to do because where I am going is in front of me.  It's full of happiness and harmony and fun and the expectancy of miracles every single day.

You can have that other stuff, I don't want it anymore and it was never was mine to start with.

I'm staying in my vibration and anyone who doesn't vibe with me simply has to go and it's very personal.

We spend our lives thinking of the things we don't want and because of that we attract those very things.

I'm thinking of the things I do want and I'm attracting those things every moment of every day and those things do not include mindless, heartless people who beat everyone down because of the differences in opinions they have with one another.

It's a beautiful life, there so much left to create, why would you waste another second of it involving yourself with things that don't matter, that don't improve the quality of your life and in the end leave you angry, frustrated and sad with people who don't give a rats ass about you in the first place!

With that being said, let me say this.

I love you but I don't care what you think about me.

I'm headed to the shower and after that there are canvases waiting for creation to take place on them, happiness to experience in those moments and a man that is going to be waking up shortly.  He's going to go into the kitchen and make his coffee and begin loudly talking about everything and anything he wants to talk about today and I'm going to flow in that, in the fullness of it, the love it makes me feel and I'm going to be thankful for every breath I draw.

That is all that matters.

It is a higher vibration.

It's the beauty of my life and all that is in it.