And The Beat Goes On

  I was that girl, on fire for God.  I had something to say, the thought of people who might want to hear what I had to say and years and years and years of constant bible reading.   I didn't even know what deconstruction was! I'd never in my life heard the term preterism, never heard a whisper of Israel Only, or the Creating Christ Camp.  I believe the latter rather than the former. What do you do with all of it? I'm going to be honest and just come out and say it I don't know anything anymore and I don't want to participate in the church circus because of it. Indoctrination is like a slow poison, it seeps a little at a time, it is in no hurry to blend in and finish the job, it enjoys the suffering and the gasping for air. There's an old saying that poison is a woman's weapon, funny how "the church" chose it. I see manipulation, lies, half truths, things that should have been said that weren't, the complete hijacking of th...