And The Beat Goes On

I've been studying energy, manifestation and the law of attraction.  It has completely changed my life in less than two months. I'm not interested in debate or straightening others out.  I'm not interested in allowing anything that isn't positive into my space. I'm not interested in any of the thought patterns I ever had before and even my art is evolving to something better. Your life is what you say it is.  Your reality is the thoughts and things you say. Do you think your life is wonderful or do you think it sucks? Do you have negatives thoughts about almost everything?  Is there a voice in there that speaks negativity toward every dream you've ever had? Shut it down! Catch those negative thoughts and immediately replace them with something positive. This has affected me so profoundly it has even changed the way I teach and preach to others. Where I used to have to have silence to sleep, I now have wealth affirmations playing all night ...

I've been being a good girl lately, posting positive and encouraging stuff, believing every word of it and then tonight I see a post that completely threw me off guard. A "christian" group complaining about people adding athiest and devil worshippers to their ranks. Seriously? You have a problem with people you are supposed to be loving and looking like Jesus to? You're already arguing with one another, so what's the difference in these guys being here? Man! What's wrong with people? I'd rather get in a conversation with someone who doesn't believe in God and have the opportunity through grace and love to change their mind than get involved in the conversations that go on in these groups. I've been purposely not participating in them because I don't want to get blocked from being able to post my videos and the message I'm putting out is important to the kingdom and others who are hurting.  I'm purposely taking time ...

Lately I'm at a place of such great peace I keep hearing "who cares?" over and over again in my head. I care but not in the ways others do. I'm a different season of my life today, peaceful and prospering. It's exhausting trying to straighten everyone out so I choose not to do it. If people want to wrongly believe things, let them!  God has been letting it go on from the beginning.  He's not worried about it, He never was. Social media can be a blessing or a curse, I choose the blessing.  I'm growing my influence, putting out a good message, sharing love with everyone and I don't want to be involved in anything else. I'm stepping back from certain situation including church to figure out some things. I want more, actually I want it all and there's no one in the world who can tell me I can't have it. I want great influence so I can help to change the lives of millions. I want overflowing abundance in my life and plenty...

I'm realistic I believe for miracles every single day!  I want it all!  I get excited and worked up over every single little thing I get to do and you know what?  Until now, it has never turned out the way I thought it would and even now is questionable and I totally hate this feeling of discouragement and not knowing and wondering why oh why do I do this? I have to be real about this! They called me about the Sparky Babies Car Show yesterday, for the second time in a year asking if we were on.  No we aren't, but please call me again next year, because I'd love to do another. There's no food for the streets again. Walked into today believing for two thousand dollars plus and walked away with $25 feeling like I should have given one of the paintings away to a boy. When is it really going to be my turn Daddy? When do I get to be the one with all the toys, because I have so many I want to give them away to?     

WWB!!! For those who personally know me, I sign paintings WWB!!!, on my right wrist accompanied by a cross is WWB!!! and the B looks like a butterfly.  I just love butterflies. Let me tell you about my future.  Yes, that's what I said, I'm about to tell you what my future looks like. I am going to be in full time ministry.  I am going to go all over the world telling people good news and encouraging them.  I am going to sell out conferences all over the place and do outreach with that money in the cities I go to. I am going to blow up! I am going to teach others how to do outreach. I am going to go viral. I am going to see seas of faces awaiting good news. I am going to go places I never would have dreamed. I am going to be a blessing to everyone I meet. If you could see the excitement that's bubbling up inside of me you'd be amazed at what I can contain. I'm loading all the livestream videos to my youtube channels and beginning new things...

They say "You ain't leavin unless it's in a body bag". Look here partner, I came in a body bag, I'm still wearing that thing and making it look good! I'm about to explode with excitement! When I think about where I came from and how far God has brought me to today! Mercy! He had a plan for me! He wanted me to live and not die! He brought me up out of that place, hell if you will, because it sure wasn't heaven there. Its been stirring in me all day! He had a plan for my life! Amen somebody! I didn't even know I was going to meet Him, I just knew I had to go. I saw a couple of pastor's posts today where they posted the place where their lives changed forever, where they finally met God and understood what it all meant. He brought me out the streets. He gave me a new name! He gave me a purpose I never would've seen coming! He gave me dreams bigger than anyone will ever believe come true, but you best believe th...