I Am A Force To Be Reckoned With

I've been studying energy, manifestation and the law of attraction.  It has completely changed my life in less than two months.

I'm not interested in debate or straightening others out.  I'm not interested in allowing anything that isn't positive into my space.

I'm not interested in any of the thought patterns I ever had before and even my art is evolving to something better.

Your life is what you say it is.  Your reality is the thoughts and things you say.

Do you think your life is wonderful or do you think it sucks?

Do you have negatives thoughts about almost everything?  Is there a voice in there that speaks negativity toward every dream you've ever had?

Shut it down!

Catch those negative thoughts and immediately replace them with something positive.

This has affected me so profoundly it has even changed the way I teach and preach to others.

Where I used to have to have silence to sleep, I now have wealth affirmations playing all night long, loud enough for me to hear them, each and every one.

I have caught a lot of negative programming that I wasn't even aware of.

For instance.

My husband has always talked about how he wants to buy me a house.  When he's said this to me over the years, I have completely shut that dream down in my head because most of the time he didn't even have a job when he said it.

Recently I saw a house I want, it doesn't even have a for sale sign in the yard, but that's the house I want and I want him to buy it for me.  He's sitting in jail as we speak.

I know that sounds crazy, but that's a dream he has for me, for our lives and I have to start feeding into those dreams to see them come true and I've finally come to a place in my heart where I saw a house I want.

I even apologized to him for doing such a thing.

There's so much beauty and good to be had in the world, but we've allowed negative programming to come in and change us, some of it without our even knowing.

I'm learning more and more every day!

I recently told my girlfriend, if I could find something I believed in, to sell, I would be the best salesperson ever.  Making $685 in a weekend totally showed me that and all I did was talk to people and actively participate in the process.

I'm pastoring a church in Pakistan via youtube and private messages and I absolutely love their clothes!  Even the people who are poor are beautifully dressed!

This morning, my friend messaged me and started sending me pictures of clothes, then said, "let's do business together."  Oh my goodness!  I asked what the price of the clothes were and as soon as he told me, my mind tried to say, "That's too expensive.", but I immediately told it no.  It's not too expensive to have beautiful clothes, it doesn't matter what they cost, they are beautiful and they don't charge extra money for the plus size girls, like they do in America.

I set up my ministry as a for profit because I'm no beggar and I am a corporation all by myself.  I paint, I teach, I can dj, there are so many things I am capable of and I needed a corporation in place for the times I go and do conferences, speaking engagements, when money comes in and I had no idea at the time it was set up this would be what it was for.

I want the opportunity to bring money into my ministry and I don't want anyone else being able to define it or tell me what I can and can't do with it.  It's between God and me.

I'm still having to practice things, still have wrong mind sets about money but I am getting better and I am seeing where these dreams I have can come through, whether there is money in the bank or not.

God loves me, I'm His precious daughter, if someone else is rich and doing well, there's no reason why His daughter can't be rich and doing well.

I have a ministry to run, I have many other things I want to do before my life comes to an end and I am a force to be reckoned with.  

I encourage you to find these things out for yourself, don't just take my word for it.

When you ask God for things, be specific because He's a detail man.

I love you all so much, I hope this helps.