Who Cares?

Lately I'm at a place of such great peace I keep hearing "who cares?" over and over again in my head.

I care but not in the ways others do.

I'm a different season of my life today, peaceful and prospering.

It's exhausting trying to straighten everyone out so I choose not to do it.

If people want to wrongly believe things, let them!  God has been letting it go on from the beginning.  He's not worried about it, He never was.

Social media can be a blessing or a curse, I choose the blessing.  I'm growing my influence, putting out a good message, sharing love with everyone and I don't want to be involved in anything else.

I'm stepping back from certain situation including church to figure out some things.

I want more, actually I want it all and there's no one in the world who can tell me I can't have it.

I want great influence so I can help to change the lives of millions.

I want overflowing abundance in my life and plenty of money to support my answer to prayer endeavors.

I want to do conferences every weekend, absolutely everywhere!

I want to do outreach in each of those cities.

I want to be surrounded by people who celebrate me.

I'm not saying there aren't people in my life who celebrate me, I'm just saying there are not enough people in my life who celebrate me because I spend a lot of time lately feeling like I'm standing on the outside looking in.

Ministry requires revenue and that energy just isn't arriving from the places I think it should, so I'm looking for the unexpected places, for the places no one else thought to look.

I am in great expectancy of the things to come, for every dream I have to come true and for life to continue to move me into my destiny at any moment now.  It's on the way, I'm ready for it, I am excited about it and unfortunately everyone is not called to go on that trip with me.

I want more from my life than the people who told me they loved me just because they saw me at church.

I want to do more, to be more, to experience more and be the answer to more people's prayers.

I want to inspire others to do the same.

This past weekend was so exciting, so much so that when I went back to work on Monday, I kind of felt deflated about the entire situation.  I love my job, I just have to find the enjoyment in it again.

I am meant for so much more and I want it.

God has brought me a mighty long way and there is so such a long way to go.

I've been incubating, learning, believing, studying new things and I am not satisfied to stay where I am.

I have a new direction to go in for absolutely everything in my life.

When I see the stuff that goes on, people speaking from a place of fear because they've believed a religious lie "Who cares?" comes around and I keep moving.  I can't fix anybody, most people will refuse to change their minds even on their deathbeds, so why spend so much time trying to fix it?  I'm not doing that anymore.  I have a higher calling than that, more important things to do.

I won't apologize for any of it.

There's so much to experience in the world, beauty, love, life and laughter, getting all twisted up in what other people believe is total nonsense.

Saw a post yesterday about a statue that's on display somewhere and the woman who posted it was so frightened, something that has absolutely no power and she's totally freaking out.  No time for that, love heals the nations.  It wouldn't have mattered what I said to her about it, she'd already made up her mind to be afraid and to believe there was something in it.

I know it's total nonsense, others know the same, but she's convinced about it, so why waste time trying to correct her wrong thinking?

There's so much that's wrong in the world, but that's not nor will it ever be my focus.  I want to focus on what's right with it, what's good and beautiful.  I want to stay focused on Jesus and all the wonderful plans He has for me.

Who cares?

I care but not in the way you want me to.

I'm looking for the good in everything and I know it's there.

I'm looking for the beautiful in every situation because I know it can be found.

I'm not doing this back and forth thing anymore.

I've got my vision, I'm ready to go, everyone is welcome to come with me and those who don't just won't be seeing very much of me anymore, because it takes participation to see dreams come true, it requires effort to move into destiny.