Oh Lawd

     Funny thing happened to me yesterday.  I joined this new group.  I'm not going to tell you the name of it, but you can just use your imagination.  This group consists of dominant and submissive people right?

    I started out in the lifestyle working at a club, where it was my job to participate in S&M and erotic shows.  I was a dancer at the time, but took this job on the side because it was a club I loved to party at and I had friends that were connected through the staff.

    I am 52 years old, that lifestyle has been in my life for over 32 years.

    Some little boy, and I say little boy because I already ran across him in the room and because of what he said I went and check his profile.  I've got kids older than him.

    He's a dom and I'm a dom.  He's not a very smart dom because he obviously doesn't know protocol works and there is great protocol in that lifestyle.  If speaking to me at all, he should have nothing more than hello.

    Anyway, he starts with all the interrogation shit and asking me a question that worded with words I've never heard concerning the matter.  In the end he was in a tricky way trying to ask me if I was a pro.  Hell yes I'm a pro!  I started this lifestyle getting paid to do it, no reason not to continue getting paid.  Duh!

    I didn't answer his demanding little questions, because I didn't have to and his first impression annoyed me.  I get to pick and choose everywhere I go.  This is not dealer's choice.

    He said something else, like he was entitled to the information and I blocked him.  Another admin for the group was actually on that post and I told her I blocked him.  

    He's not an admin so I didn't break a rule of the group and I do not have to include him into my experience.  Not only that, why are you approaching me in the first place?  It's because he's just playing a game and he really doesn't know anything about the lifestyle.

    They got all butthurt, telling me how he's their leader.  Holy shit, did I just encounter the Manson family 2020?  It could happen!  Hahahahahaha.  I explained why I blocked him, what rule he'd broken and should have known being a dom and how I would have dismissed him in public as well.  No harm, no foul.  Needless to say I'm obviously having problems making friends everywhere I go and people wonder about people like me.

    You don't want to be my friend.  I'm living in utter seclusion.  No one calls, plays with me on facebook, comes by to visit, or messages me anymore.  I live in a world of ghosts.  

    It's really sad.  Then again it's really good.  No one coming around to stick their nose in my business.  No one to answer to either. 

    Just wanted to share what happened this morning.  Too damned funny.