Opportunity

I've been asking God for more opportunity for what seems like years now.  More ministry, more money, more influence, more everything.  He's going to give it to me too.

Sometimes it doesn't look like what we first imagined, but when we're open to receive it, it's always more than we asked for.

I've been given an opportunity that has birthed something so huge in me, I'm still vibrating about it.

First you should know that I've been studying energy and I highly recommend Jake Ducey on youtube.  I've tried listening to some other people but I don't feel like they are being completely honest like him, so I'm sticking to what I know.  It's not something weird or strange, it's something we all belong to.  The entire world is nothing more than vibrating energy.

In doing this I'm welcoming positive energy into my life and I'm reprogramming my mind to think positive and good and abundance.  I'm pushing aside negative thoughts and negative people.

It sounds easy, but it is not.  I grew up with a very critical grandmother and had no idea how much this influenced my own thought patterns until I caught myself being critical with my husband.  It takes practice to show those though patterns away.

And negative people, well that's a no brainer, no one wants to be around negative people, they are victims and complainers and nothing ever goes right for them.  Those guys definitely have to go.

Recently one of those was a self professed preacher.  He kept taking things I was saying and going back to his own page to speak against them.  Anyone that knows me knows I have no problem with blocking people, so he made the list with all the other negative people who live there.

We're supposed to be putting out good news, not climbing over one another for position.

Anyway, I don't have time for that and it was producing negativity in me.

Facebook is a constant source of irritation for me, so I've been spending more time away from it.  Don't go as often, don't stay as long right?

People pm me all day long, they don't care what time it may be, some of them even try calling me which lands them on my message blocking list.  I don't know you and I barely want to talk on the phone with people I do love.

It had to be God that I ended up talking with this one gentleman, because I've been asked by his pastor to begin giving bible studies and sermons, via youtube, for the people of his church in Pakistan.  He said they are very uneducated and know little to nothing about Jesus.

Wow, just wow.

I'm very excited for this opportunity to be a blessing to them, to teach them grace and love and how good our God is.

I''m also very happy they will never hear the law and it's taking me to a place of total consciousness about what I discuss with them and how I discuss it.

What an honor to get to share the gospel, to be a light shining in the darkness for others, to be available to people everywhere, no matter how near or far.

I'm so excited more is on the way.

I always thought my first mission trip out of the states would be to Africa, looks like it might be Pakistan first and man oh man that is so exciting.

Just a little something I wanted to share today, I love you all so much, be blessed.